boredom..
hais.
for the past few days i was quite filled.
just cause don't want to think too much things.
and i have just smsing people.
then i suddenly miss of wahida and co,secretpigs.!
hahas.
and him. i miss him alot alot. ("hou zi" please don't jealous)
for the past 1 year plus i have not been seeing him.
nowadays went to try-s.
smsed him.
HE REPLIED.!
i happy.
but when i always went to read his blog.
saddness,sorrows a lot of things happened in his life.
i read those recent posts.
i cried.
don't really bare to see him like this
at this point,i feel so useless again ):
cant even help him in anything.
i have never see him so low before.
seriously,even in the past.
1 year plus ago same thing happened on us.
he maybe not as sad as this.
maybe he love her more than he love me in the past.
Heys, please. this relationship of theirs last going to 9 months,of course sad lars. (i told this to myself,how stupid am i)
when i read, that type of heartache feeling came back.
seriously difficult in breathing~
what should i do,can someone please teach me what can i do.?
fen.shou.yi.nian.duo.hou,wo.hai.shi.xiang.zhe.ni ):
waiting for the day when we meet up again with pengyu,jess and sandy(:
xiaozhuzhu,pai sehhhs.
i really no mood as you can see from my post.
thanks for today pei me eat dinner(:
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
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