Girls,sorry.
i didn't know i will go and sms him.
i just feel out of control.
my finger just suddenly run out of control to type and message him.
i know that i am just stupid,silly and finding troubles for myself.
finding sadness for myself.
i'm an idiot.
i know.
but i just cant control.sorry to make you all tired of it.i promised you girls, i will really put in effort to forget him.but i need alot and alot and alot of time.it may takes months,years.but i will just try to forget him. (;i promise i will not do anything to hurt myself lers.i promise.final says.i promise,that i will be happy.with you girls, seriously, i am happy.laughters,jokers.~days by days,memories added into my mind........and it will always stayed in.never out.
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
10:27 PM
today we have napfa.reached school at around 7.43.then is like so sians lohs.we keep praying for the rain to come.then is like the weather start to change.cloudy.~so we quite happy lars.at around 8.40 we went to the 5 stations.as time goes by, the weather start to change to sunny lars.!damn stupid lohs.after having all those stations.is 2.4km next.so freaking tired liaos lars.then run run run, stop stop stop. me and weiyi keep running and slow down..weiyi keep slowing down,but actually she can make it very good record ders lohs.so i keep asking her faster faster.so we make it at position 33 and 34.hahas.weiyi 33, and i 34.good work.! (;then having break at 11.30 till 1.ate lers.jiu slack slack slack.went to BEO next at 1.having just 30 minutes slacking in the room.just to get attendance for the period.went off at 1.30.they ask us to go to the soccer court there.then there's a celebration of wahida,weiyi and me ders birthday.hahas.thanks guys.!~ (;hahas.erms, having first time one shot sing birthday song for three person lohs.happy sehs.after that went to canteen.slack again.something happened here.weiyi's ear stund's ball drop.so we keep looking around for it.we give up at last.went to self access room.so now i am here.(:please be ware that i am not a superwoman.i'm not full of idea(s)
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
12:10 AM
18;08hahas.so long haven't been updating lers.start from monday barhs.hahas.morning reached school quite on time lars.after school, went to chinatown with cousin iris.she wanted to find vintage belt.but unfortunately, cant find any.never mind.but we saw a shop which sells alot of cheap cheap things ders lohs.we get so high ders lohs.can.?hahas.she went to buy things which girls will use monthly ders. :xdon't need to say much arhs..~then went to shop People's Park ders OG.nothing much actually, i find orchard and bugis ders more big.hahas.yars.went home at 6 plus lohs.then 7.15 meet aloy at my house here to have sharing time lohs.cause got things to share lars.happy talks and chats.till around 9 lohs.went home.bathe and sleep soons after eat.19;08afte school went to bugis with weiyi.took bus 7 to bugis which took around 30 minutes to 45 minutes to reached there lars.on the way, we keep looking at the beautiful houses along.so nice lars, still got private swimming pool lohs.reached bugis.went to buy friendship bands.hahas.then went to walk walk.me and weiyi keep looking at ear sturts.we saw orange and red ones are like so high lars.after second floor, went to third floor.first time i go up lars.then is like only a few shops lohs.me and weiyi went to a shop which sells cute things.then i actually saw saw some alphbates keychains.i wanted orange colours "A", but don't have lohs.so sad sias.never mind.then we walked to the back.both of us was looking for "exit"s lars.cause only got escelators for ups.no downs.then me and her found one staircase.but we feel so freaky 'bout the stairs.then i tell weiyi walk here lars.when we open the door, we chiong down lohs.cause it feel so @#$%^&*.after schop at there.we went to bugis junction.walk walk lers.jiu went to buy bread papa to eat.i eat eclaire, she eat bread papa original.went to kfc and eat lers.jiu went to cinema and tie our friendship bands.and weiyi don't feel well.then we sit at thee took pictures.hahas.i took 960. thanks weiyi for waiting the bus with me.she took other bus at the bus stop infront of mine ders.reached home at 8 plus.she also.home-ed,eat, bathed then weiyi say wanted to chat on the phone, so chatted form 9.45 to around 10.30.hang-uped rest till 11 then i studied till 2.30 then sleep.hahas.20;08reached school at 8.45.then went to beo lesson.damn bored lohs.then shameemah,hoon,weiyi,yuting,wahida,diana and me.sleep.hahas.so damn bored lars.forgot to bring beo book lors.so teacher ask us to sweep the floor lohs.__never minds.after that.lunch for 1 hour lers.jiu go to beg.slacking in SR4.damn bored also.POA after beg.hahas.at least still got lesson from cher.then today no lecture. yeahs yeahs.hahas.after school went to take 963 with hoon. (:sleep in 963.reached causeway,went to mos burger and eat,chicken nuggets and drink coke lohs.shop and chats with hoon (:have a great time with her.reached home lers.jiu bathe,is so shiok lohs.!ate dinner,7.30 went to meet,qing,sheng,hao and yao.pei qing eat dinner at sunshine place.went to 288 for chats.reached home at 9.30.that's all for the day.more post will be update.! :Dthanks readers for the time (:girls,i only know bits and pieces of the story.i cant comment anything.i can only say not to think so much.thinking too much is not right too.whys not,sit down and have a clear one to one chat.untie the misunderstanding.?let the past be past.somethings if you cant forget and forgive,things will still remain nasty.okays?sorry, i cant help much. ):
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
12:58 PM
hahas. now in class, nothing to do lehs.so blog lohs.erms, ytd went to kbox,hahas. having alot of fun lohs.sing sing sing.got, teckwhye,khenghong,ray,wahida,diana,weihoon and me.meet them at 12.15.before meeting them,went to my "aunty"'s house.okays.then went to k box lers.so much fun lohs.hahas.sing couple songs with teckwhye and weihoon.having getting so high when singing F.I.R-Get High.hahs.i keep jumping on the sofa.then at the last time singing that song,wahida said want to jump with me ders lohs.in the end, i jump like a mad girl in the kbox myself.but wahida did jump abit lars.diana is the second getting high der lohs.hahas.having her and teckwhye there everything turn so high.then wahida's laughter always never failed to make me laugh(:khenghong shifu and weihoon's voice is nice ders lohs.erms,shifu sings the "dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai" - opposite girl,watch here (ps ; is direct translate)hahas.so much laughter.after kbox,i leave early to meet mother and father for dinner.went to teck whye lane to eat roosted duck.damn nice lohs.awarded with "Singapore's Resident Recommended First Choice".yars. yummy yummy lohs.went to watch "ge tai" after dinner.hahas.cause jack neo and co going there to recommend their new movies.reached at 7+.watched till 10+ - 11.went home.bathe and sleep.
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
10:24 PM
heys people.!is like so freaking long never post again liaos lars.psps wors.hahas.erms, friday,went in to lesson late.having test lors.not that sure how to do.then is like sians lors.after school went to je eat kfc with shifu,wahida,weihoon and weiyi. (:around 12 plus went to hospital to visit vanessa.so angry lohs,she don't want to eat when she haven't ate for 3 to 4 days liaos lars.luckily still got vitamin drips for her.me and weiyi so sians that we went to play swing as weiyi also want.at first me and her play.then when i get down,a little boy come.so he plays.then i pushed weiyi to let her swing higher. (:having lots lots fun.after that went to celebrate teckwhye's birthday.is quite i screw-ed up days.went to vivo,took alots of picture with teckwhye,wahida and weihoon.managed to eat pizza with him,although didn't go for k.cut cake before went off.took cab back with patrick.went to cck first,thanks patrick(:so meet jessie and aloy at my house here to chit chat.both ton at my house cause having sharing time.then at around 1 plus 2, weiyi called, suddenly made to conference when got 4 more people insidescarry siol,cause i didn't know.hang-ed up after awhile.went back to my sharing time.slept at 3 plus.jess,loy; having a nice sharing time with you all.teckwhye,wahida,weihoon,weiyi,khenghong,ray,patrick; having a nice and fun day with you all. thanks (:and lastly happy belated to teckwhye.!
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
9:36 PM
haas. now in class nothing to do. so blog lohs. haas.! late for class by almost 45 minutes. wake up late by 30 minutes. i was wake up be my alarm at 6.15am. but i told my mother i wanted to wake up 30 minutes later. so i will still make it for class. but i still late lars. talk craps. loled.! so sians. wait for wahida at bus-stop. both me and her late. so i decided to wait for her. (: went to class liaos, teacher told us that she have almost finished class, left one more form. haas.! arhs. so sleepy lohs. ytd outing run run run, this morning legs muscles pain siol. haas. now teacher and us are crapping and chatting(: haas.! ytd, something happened. so i shut down my sister's laptop lers. jiu go to my room lers.cause qute scaryyy alone at home. then play sister's ds. on music on loud loud. this teckwhye's advise. thanks teckwhye(: arhs.! at around 11 plus i want to sleep lers. i cant tahan lers. the feeling. so arhs.!!!!
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
9:15 AM
