the clock,pointed at the 9 placing.
i was waked up by a dream,a terrible dream.
a same scenario on the day we broke up.
on the phone,after i said that short,malevolent and he was so insist not wanting to hear that sentence.
but what can do.? i hope things can change,but i know it's a impossible thing.
hoping things can change is when you still don't dare to face the fact,when actually i have to face it long ago,maybe 2 years ago.
but i just cant,finding the 1000 "iloveyou",no matter what wanting to looking for it,i just cant find.
i have alrdy turn my house upside down,but still cant find it, maybe and i think i have throw it away that time went i'm too sad,and feeling horrible.
nevermind,i just want to ttell someone.
i miss you.
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
9:27 PM
9:27 PM
