HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO;ANVY SUNNU & WEIYI.!early in the morning, i'm alone at home, thunder and stomps, scared the hell of me.hiding inside the blanket, closing my eyes, thinking so many things.stay at home studying. trying to save money too.going to start work lers, finally got something to occupy my time and thoughts.
went to town with starrie girlfriend, was a last minute decision. as we are so worried of yuanting. make me and girlfriend chiong down to nobori. console her and hope eveything is fine now.
then we slack at there for quite sometime, somehow was quite guilty that i gave him attitude barhs. maybe what he knows, is what more than i knows.? nevermind, just hope that he can understand why i'm there ytd barhs.
met jess at wheelock, then went to far east to have her dinner, i totally lost of appetite man.! then went to eat dessert at sweet slice of life. went back to heeren cause jess want to know the schedule.190-ed home, saw someone when arrived at cck interchange, ohmygod.!
homedhomed after that, today will be study for tml's test.!
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
11:08 AM
ytd went around the singapore sial. after family matter, meet peiyun at cck.
jiu went to yishun,take ahshu's skinny, help him to change the size.
then went to fareast have our lunch,shop shop at there.
went to ion to find mng. but can find -.-
next stop heeren, take things from rikki,chat for a while, help them change voucher.
left and train-ed to jurong point, changed the size, took 180 to panjang, 171-ed to yishun.
pass things to yongsheng cause ahshu haven end work, then faster bus-ed panjang then chiong back home to see "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni". (:
thanks to everyone who wished me and giving my surprise.
special thanks to rain,nicholas,joanna,jason,yongsheng,rain's brother and weiling.
caiping,amelia,huiling,weihoon,diana and hwee eng.
brothersheng,winson,weihsiang,junhao,cheekeen and chin soon.
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
12:10 PM
erms, i now using my laptop to update, so i scared later auto shut down again, so just let me thanks those who wished me for my birthday.!firstly, i want to wish, wahida a sweet 18th birthday.! (:i want to thank:Yongsheng, rain, nicholas, jason, joanna, starrie girlfriend,yuanting,rikki,adina,amelia,brother alan,aloysius buuddy, brother sheng, junhao, winson, chin soon, cheekeen, yuqin, huixian, weihsiang,zixin,ziyi,peiyun,jessie girlfriend,caiping,darren.ong, hweeeng,jinghui,junqiang,kenny papa, daphne molester,khenghong shifu, liqing,michellewee, michelle lee,samantha,shimin,techwhye,wahida,weesin,weihoon,weiliang,weiyi,yifang mei,yuting, nurul jie, iylia,fateha,rubiah,nurul ezza, reena and some in my facebook. i cant really rmb lers.! do tag me, if i have left out your name.! (:
i will update the photo asap.! so stay tuned.! (:
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
8:57 PM
ytd went out with rain.early in the morning woke up to blog awhile.then changed, set off to my hand burger.got everything done, went to causeway find jessie.had my lunch with her.thanks girl.after that went back to town, went to find my mental girls.having alot of fun, whenever with them, just have the laughter there.but maybe after ytd, i wont go there so often, as...i got to work lers.! hahas. i mention earlier my workplace.so yars, maybe once a week or once two or three week.shall see how again barhs.then met rain at orchard mrt at 550.went to fareast. shopshop.got a hard time deciding which to buy.in the end i got all.as i bought the blue one, while that happened, rain bought me the black one and a vintage bag.thanks rain.! (;had our dinner at the b1, wanton noodle.nice, set off to hereen, look for ahkai.then after about 20 to 30 minutes, went home home.big thanks to rain for the day.! (;today went to jurong point with liqing.walk one big round and had our lunch.cant find the leggings i want, got.... but it cost 18 buck with i think it's too expensive.so went back to cck again.then i find it at a price of 4 bucks.!!!!what a big difference right.?went to look for nicky, got my hair done, but actually it doesn't make a big difference lars.funny right, went to mac look for molester;daphne.she work very funny lars.went back home, now back to blog.feeling so tired, and giddy.sigh.!~but it's worth it. (:3moredays.
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
6:08 PM
good morning my readers.! (:
wondering why i wake up so early.?
cause to just on my computer and see things. -.-
just got something to say, ;
what your dad say wasn't right.
you didn't play my feeling, not even once second for me.
i feel quite good for this relationship.
okays for me. (:
i understand your reasons, i wont blame you for anything.
maybe your dad didn't know what actually happened, that's whys.
i'm not hurt that much, cause i know i've been treasured before.
is not like you just play me,everyday you treat me extreme nice and sweet then one day you pushed me away.
now i'm the one who being bad one okays, so don't bame yourself.
don't think so much of peopl say you're playing girl's feeling.
if they understand your reasons, they wont blame, nag or even say you. (:
you're nice enough. okays.
just maybe there is some obstacles for you to go through.
the obstacles is tough to go through, as it might have already turn to a forbia for you already.
it takes time to go through forbia. maybe putting the forbia of the past and slowly you can get out of it.
example that if you are scared for water, but just think a simple way as you have to shower everyday, and boy have to go army one day, you will still have to go through that forbia one day.
if you're scared of height, trying to think you like to travel, have to take flight one day.
in a result of all the forbia, no matter what kind of forbia, you still have to break through it, so you will also find out that you actually feel much more lighten and you feel much more easy to take a step to continue. (:
jiayous.! you can do it.!
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
8:47 AM
RANDOM PHOTOS.!
girlfriend starrie
happy 19th birthday to caiping.! (;
thanks to you sister.!
today went to school for about 3 hours, then went to meet girlfriend starrie lers.
went all the way to tampines to look for her.
went to paya lebar, but everything is screw up, due to the rain.
so went to town, see our dearest mental people.! hahahahhas.!
actually wanted to cut my hair today, but in the end, didn't.
on the way home-ed 190, the traffic was so slow.
then girlfriend guess that is car accident that cause everything.
do you readers know what.?!
it's what exactly she say, got car accident.!
today i told amelia that actually, i got abit hate myself for doing that decision.
i don't know whys.
i scared i'm the one, who create everything.
i'm always so naive to think and thought everything is so simple, just like writing abc.
but no, helping someone to heal, is something need time, great effort and not struggling him.
closing my eyes, holding the crystals coming out of my eyes, although it's hard, but i will learn, to control, and result of growing.
cause you're the one who actually give me the strength and power to go on.
not go on to be like a naive girl, but someone who can help others while i keep step by step walking while growing, slowly to a lady.
although you may not be good in what you did last time, but everyone will be given chances to be better.
i believe you can do it.! but don't pushed yourself too hard. you will just be getting worst.
slowly, we can feel it when you have be getting better. (:
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
9:49 PM
the girl, who don't care of whatever "hot and cold"
she only know that at least you treasured her once and every bad is covered.!
she have never care about the hurt, she only care about those bits and pieces of sweet you given her.
sorry that she have make stress for you.
maybe she have made a good decision of ending everything peacefully.
end the stress which make you breathless.
she hope that she have make a decision that actually makes you feel better.
she's not a good girlfriend, she found.
don't have to feel guilty or what, is not your fault.
lessons teaches people, and people will stand up from where they fall and learn from there.
she said before, everything takes time.
maybe she's the one who actually took the wrong step.
she shouldn't have do anything on the 05july.
which actually the matches shouldn't even light the wood up to a fire.
which she eventually thought she can maybe stay by his side and heal him, making his dead heart alive back.
but she's wrong. she cant. she's too naive to think of that.
she keep on trying, but it still fails in the end..
yars, although she drop tears, but she still managed to smile back, as she thinks back of the beautiful night which he actually gave it to her.
she have never regretted, and she will never for not even a single moment eversince everything started and ended.
cause you make her feel, she's loved, treasured, homed, on your shoulders.
sorry, she burnt your fingers.
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
11:35 PM
everything have ended in a beautiful way.
although somehow still hurts, but it maybe a better way for both of us.
let's go back to zero and where initially we started.
it started in a spicy,yet plus sweet taste.
a spark of red that turns the beautiful night to fire that burns the heart of a girl..
before everything officially end for me, i want to end it with the three golden words; iloveyou.
i will remember what you taught me, slowly learn from there.
growing more mature, and also know how to console people.
and not always tell people to chill chill lars.
i have never thought or having the mind set want to blame you or scold you for treating me hot and cold.
it's not because of give in , is cause of something call love, eveything is going that way.
going clubbing is not a crime, but drinking is something not good for your health.
don't eat maggie mee. do know how to save money in order not to hunger your stomach as you know you're always having a big appetite.
i wont do anything that harm myself, no worries.
everything takes time.
adapting to new environment takes time,
changing of attitude takes time.
growing up takes time.
you have already given me a chance to have special memories with you,
it will always keep it in my heart.
especially on 020809; 03:04am.
i will rmb this moment. my happiest moment in my life.
everything craved,cherished and loved.
hope you will go back to originally who you're, the person who pro in doing sales, someone who is 99.9% perfect.
the story of cherish & treasured.
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
9:54 PM
today went to school at 8+. to get today's presentation prepared.
thanks superb-sweet for waking me up even it's just a msg.
i don't know whys i will just wake up cause of it.
then i was slacking on the bed and thinking..
hahahs. then waited for diana at canteen with weihoon and hwee eng.
went to self-access room to do our own summary for our speech.
lessons lessons lessons.
after break jiu presentation.
having said that, don't know whys this time presentation seems so nevious for me.
after presentation, went to bit lab.
but something happened to the switch, so teacher released early.
went home and complete and cmb project.
finally rushed out a new one.
then left a project, bev.!
yeahsyeahs.! jiayous.!
tml going to celebrate joanna's birthday.! (:
tml's school end at 12.!
shiok shiok.! :D:D:D
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
7:57 PM
sunday;went to national parade with superb-sweet.once again,thanks for your effort to get the tickets.went to superb-sweet house to wait for him get ready.about 3 set off. (:trained to cityhall.and had our lunch at thaiXpress @ cityhall link.after lunch went to the parade.! :D:D:Dhaving so much fun and he is so high kays.!taking so many photos.!although this year's fireworks not very long as compared to last year.but it's still a nice feeling to watch with superb-sweet.after the parade,homed homed.cause he have to go to company's "gathering" which turns up to be a meeting, said by him.monday;went to sentosa with yihao and gang.the weather wasn't nice, but keep on training of volleyball.till about 3 or 4 plus.the sun start to show up.but something bad happened.not to mention much here.hope that now everything was fine.yihao and jude, sorry cant help much.really wanted to cursed the "people" who got nothing better to do.afer that, went to have dinner with superb-sweet and rain,jason,apple and more. (sorry, not sure of your names) :Pwent to "the prata house"i have my first CHOCOLATE PRATA.! *yumyum*after that went home by two steps.*giggles. ^^*only rain will know whys. hehees.superb-sweet pei me to wait for bus. home home.! (;wonderful weekends.!today, having so many projects.sorry to weihoon,hwee eng and diana, i will try to rush out the new one.my lappy really cant survive.?let's see how tml, thanks sister for lending me your lappy. (:kind of tired now, tml still have presentation.jiayous jiayous jiayous.! (:
Finally got the national day photos uploaded.!
shy lars.
"to me, you're always Perfect ."
12:36 AM
