CHERISH ; TREASURED (: .

photos photos photos.! :D:D:D
during ahma's birthday.! :D:D:D

nothing to say actually. hahahs.

maybe cause too tired, as came back from chalet ytd.

then sick. so yars.

erms i just briefly say kays. (:

first day;

reached there quite late.

hahhas. then ate.

thanks to shifu and ray especially. (:

hahhas, then went to night cycle at 1.
after they finished majong.

hahahs. so fun. then went back as junde not feeling well.

then slept once after bathed. hahas.
too tired.

second day:

wake up quite late.

then went to take lunch with the rest.

yuting went back to meet her boyfriend.

we went to bbq to have my fish "n" chip.

help junde buy his lunch.
rest at chalet.
then wait for the rest to be back.

so tired, then sleep again, till dinner.
went out with the rest to buy dinner.

was so pek chek, as i'm so sick.

then no appetite.

only drink a few sips of "qing teng".

see them play majong.

at the first place, actually didn't stay for 3 days, but in the end, yes.

cause too sick, so also didn't managed to meet arron,jessie and benny.

stay at chalet watch guess show.

so bored, that jiu sleep.

in the middle of the night,woke up by alarm clock.

then here comes back shifu,ray and teckwhye.

chatted with shifu and ray.

junde follow up to wake up. maybe too noisy lers.

hahhas.!

then all went to sleep.

third & last day:

woke up at 9+, cause going to book out.

then was so tired lars.

booked out..

actually all decided to go home lers.

but in the train, suddenly all decided to go to bugis.

so went to there ders arcade.

it's like been so long since the last time i went into arcade can.

then play at there for around 2 hours.

jiu went for lunch.

went home after that. (:
finally get to sleep man.!~

"to me, you're always Perfect ."

5:16 AM

actually i doesn't need and answer from you.
as i think that, nobody's fault.
yes, you may say that it's your fault, cause you choose the wrong path.
but sorry, it's not you choose the wrong path.
it's me,who is the one who lead you to the wrong path way.
if i have not ask the question from you, it wont even lead you to feel sorry to hurt me.
right.?
i should be the one to say sorry.
sorry, yongsheng.
so don't think that it's your fault.
yeah, i'm soft, i know.
even received abit of sweetness from you, i'm content.
but somehow, i've failed to be a girlfriend, yars.?
cant even give you the r/s or the special feeling.
nevermind, your dad maybe didn't know what's happening in the whole picture, that's why.
erms, maybe what i really need is not the 3 words from you barhs.
what i really want is just your love.
she is so bless uh. received the warmth,love,concern and received nothing from coldness.
yeahs, go club, it's okays. just rmb that, it's not good too drink too much as is bad for health.
i don't care whether did you do any wrong.
just remember to be responsible.
i know you're a good guy, take responsible for everything you do. (:
yars, i have never blame you anything, even maybe something i knew, but keeping quiet will be the best thing i can do for you.
guy.? maybe i'm fated to be one person, after so many happened, i'm tired.
no more energy to walk down with anyone.
maybe this is the best for me, saving myself from hurt, deep cuts.
wish you all the best for your future.
we're friends, aren't this better.? (:
i'm content. (:

"to me, you're always Perfect ."

11:15 PM

heyheys.!

i realise that when i work i wont think of other things.

i love working.

maybe some people may think that i'm crazy.

but, maybe this is what is better for me barhs.

having holidays, somehow now is bored for me.

don't know whys.

stupid right.? i know. loled.

but i now suddenly somehow will have a urge of going somewhere i shouldn't, how.

please help me. fuck lars.

"to me, you're always Perfect ."

12:14 AM

my staff meal.

my two good good gfs always for me all the time.

ohs.!~

finally get to post.

so tired for this week as i on work work work.

keep on full shift full shift.

1030 to 1030.

just to make myself occupied with things to do.

also got money earn lars. of course.

nothing much to say at this moment.

as at this point of time, i just feel.

whatthef.

please, stop.

stabbing through,it's hard for me to accept and take the pain.

don't push the knife further in.

maybe everything will be ending after a trading.

yars, this will make you happy and feeling better, isn't it.

just remember, i'll always be there for you.

goodluck for your driving..

good effort for maybe try not to go club.

maybe i work also good, wont be going there.

what i do that i deserve all this treating from you.?

i'vealwaysbeentryingveryhardtomakeyouhappy.

but what happened in the end.?

i don't want the trading back as i still want to have a connection of friends with you,

as i think that after the trading, we will be totally cut off by a clean line.

get it.?

i don't like the feeling, just like what happened 2 years ago.

fuck lars.

whys did you let my history repeat.?!

i don't get it.!

i didn't make a sound of anything not because i don't mind.!

is just because i love you too much.

love you till i will take all the things and moments you give me as every bits of love.

yes, i hate to be treated like hot and cold,

but i make the effort to think you're tired, you're quiet.

i love the times when we both are close,

let me feel that at least i exist.

i don't like the feeling that when i hear you saying go club.

cause i scared, to hear anything i don't wish to hear.

but i still give you my trust. trying to be understanding that going club is not a crime.

i always wish that you can send me home.

but i try to understand that it's far, it's late.

you still have to work the next day, must rest early.

although my heart sometimes drowns, but i still believe, tml will be better.

but i'm a lying to myself.?

till now, every moment, i still tell myself.

it's not a lie, it's a white lie.

till now, this moment, i still telling myself, the three golden words.

another three golden words is, dui bu qi (sorry).

"to me, you're always Perfect ."

11:23 AM

going home after work,

which is 11+.! ;O

my staff lunch.! look woo~, yummy right.

don't jealous.! :D

THE HAND BURGER.! (:

today went to school for 3 hours lesson lars.!
wake up at 10+, shiok shiok.!~

then having a heavy bag lars~

300-ed to lot 1 with mama and sister.

went to ocbc, do some banking.

then to pet lovers buy some food for bibi and one new lash for her.! (:

tml will put up for her, cause now she slept lers.

then went to meet starrie girlfriend to shopping.

she bought her stuff, hahas.!

hope she have enjoyed lars.

our leg is so sour can.!~

tml got to work after school.

but knock off early for tml (:

have to study for next week exam, after wednesday i'm free.! :D:D:D

jiayous everyone.! jiayous andrea.!

"to me, you're always Perfect ."

12:03 AM