peilin,andrea

2009-11-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

CLOSED.

thanks for all the readers that spent your precious time here for the past few months reading my blog. (:

take cares, readers.

2009-11-05T10:52:00.000-08:00

you just shoo off from our life can.?!?!
i have enough of you doing all this hurtful things to us.!
she have been getting hurt from you eversince i was born.
we have been always by your side, whenever you need us.
did the lady be by your side when something happened to you.?
she is always the one who take good care of your, taking all your notice.
she love you more than she love herself.
why are you doing this to her and us.?
you really hurt us lot. giving us phobia.!
you're not forgiven.!, never.!

2009-10-23T00:53:00.000-07:00

random photos.! :D:D:D

elaine.!

Starrie girlfriend.! (:(:(:

see how tall is she. O.O!

weihoon.!

caiping.!

guess who is this.? -->

dengjun.! :D

my drawing "erhum"

don't mistaken, this is mashmallow.!

from taiwan.!

my nail actually half gone.!

wahs.! this taste like heavenly man.!

2009-10-09T12:04:00.000-07:00

heyheyheys, readers, sorry for not updating my blog.! (:(:(:
erms, just lazy to blog so, forget it ehs.
now i will let you see, what's the results of too bored at home when you wake up too early.
this is call "like crazy daughter, drives out a crazy mother". :D:D:D

headless mummy.! XD

the crazy daughter got nothing better to do.

the fun memories that gathers the crazyness. (:

2009-10-04T14:13:00.000-07:00

at home got nothing to do lars. boring lars..
so played with the webcam.
while talking on the phone.

me and mummy. (:

2009-10-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

finally off lers.!
so tired can.?
also cant sleep cause of too many things to think.
first - exams results.
second - something that can affect my life.

let's talk about the first one.

cant sleep anymore, woke up.
went to ite website, log in.
see lers results.
oh man, goosh-ed.
sad lars.
i got 2.706 only.
whatthef*.
cmb - B
bev - D
cpa - B
ofa - A

bev lars, f* it lars.
whys the credit so high. sian-ed lars.
but it's already over lers, what can i do.
just bucked up for the next semester barhs.! (:
jiayous.! :D:D:D

later meeting my dearest girlfriend. (:
yeahs.! getting my pay soon lers. shiok shiok lars.
i want to get my lacoste perfume, polo t.
fred perry polo and shoe.
yeahs. my aims.
hahahs. looking forward to class bbq day.!

second thing - no comment.

just respect whatever the outcome will be.
and everything's gonna be fine (:

2009-09-28T05:16:00.000-07:00

photos photos photos.! :D:D:D
during ahma's birthday.! :D:D:D

nothing to say actually. hahahs.

maybe cause too tired, as came back from chalet ytd.

then sick. so yars.

erms i just briefly say kays. (:

first day;

reached there quite late.

hahhas. then ate.

thanks to shifu and ray especially. (:

hahhas, then went to night cycle at 1.
after they finished majong.

hahahs. so fun. then went back as junde not feeling well.

then slept once after bathed. hahas.
too tired.

second day:

wake up quite late.

then went to take lunch with the rest.

yuting went back to meet her boyfriend.

we went to bbq to have my fish "n" chip.

help junde buy his lunch.
rest at chalet.
then wait for the rest to be back.

so tired, then sleep again, till dinner.
went out with the rest to buy dinner.

was so pek chek, as i'm so sick.

then no appetite.

only drink a few sips of "qing teng".

see them play majong.

at the first place, actually didn't stay for 3 days, but in the end, yes.

cause too sick, so also didn't managed to meet arron,jessie and benny.

stay at chalet watch guess show.

so bored, that jiu sleep.

in the middle of the night,woke up by alarm clock.

then here comes back shifu,ray and teckwhye.

chatted with shifu and ray.

junde follow up to wake up. maybe too noisy lers.

hahhas.!

then all went to sleep.

third & last day:

woke up at 9+, cause going to book out.

then was so tired lars.

booked out..

actually all decided to go home lers.

but in the train, suddenly all decided to go to bugis.

so went to there ders arcade.

it's like been so long since the last time i went into arcade can.

then play at there for around 2 hours.

jiu went for lunch.

went home after that. (:
finally get to sleep man.!~

2009-09-14T23:15:00.000-07:00

actually i doesn't need and answer from you.
as i think that, nobody's fault.
yes, you may say that it's your fault, cause you choose the wrong path.
but sorry, it's not you choose the wrong path.
it's me,who is the one who lead you to the wrong path way.
if i have not ask the question from you, it wont even lead you to feel sorry to hurt me.
right.?
i should be the one to say sorry.
sorry, yongsheng.
so don't think that it's your fault.
yeah, i'm soft, i know.
even received abit of sweetness from you, i'm content.
but somehow, i've failed to be a girlfriend, yars.?
cant even give you the r/s or the special feeling.
nevermind, your dad maybe didn't know what's happening in the whole picture, that's why.
erms, maybe what i really need is not the 3 words from you barhs.
what i really want is just your love.
she is so bless uh. received the warmth,love,concern and received nothing from coldness.
yeahs, go club, it's okays. just rmb that, it's not good too drink too much as is bad for health.
i don't care whether did you do any wrong.
just remember to be responsible.
i know you're a good guy, take responsible for everything you do. (:
yars, i have never blame you anything, even maybe something i knew, but keeping quiet will be the best thing i can do for you.
guy.? maybe i'm fated to be one person, after so many happened, i'm tired.
no more energy to walk down with anyone.
maybe this is the best for me, saving myself from hurt, deep cuts.
wish you all the best for your future.
we're friends, aren't this better.? (:
i'm content. (:

2009-09-14T00:14:00.000-07:00

heyheys.!

i realise that when i work i wont think of other things.

i love working.

maybe some people may think that i'm crazy.

but, maybe this is what is better for me barhs.

having holidays, somehow now is bored for me.

don't know whys.

stupid right.? i know. loled.

but i now suddenly somehow will have a urge of going somewhere i shouldn't, how.

please help me. fuck lars.

2009-09-11T11:23:00.000-07:00

my staff meal. my two good good gfs always for me all the time.

ohs.!~

finally get to post.

so tired for this week as i on work work work.

keep on full shift full shift.

1030 to 1030.

just to make myself occupied with things to do.

also got money earn lars. of course.

nothing much to say at this moment.

as at this point of time, i just feel.

whatthef.

please, stop.

stabbing through,it's hard for me to accept and take the pain.

don't push the knife further in.

maybe everything will be ending after a trading.

yars, this will make you happy and feeling better, isn't it.

just remember, i'll always be there for you.

goodluck for your driving..

good effort for maybe try not to go club.

maybe i work also good, wont be going there.

what i do that i deserve all this treating from you.?

i'vealwaysbeentryingveryhardtomakeyouhappy.

but what happened in the end.?

i don't want the trading back as i still want to have a connection of friends with you,

as i think that after the trading, we will be totally cut off by a clean line.

get it.?

i don't like the feeling, just like what happened 2 years ago.

fuck lars.

whys did you let my history repeat.?!

i don't get it.!

i didn't make a sound of anything not because i don't mind.!

is just because i love you too much.

love you till i will take all the things and moments you give me as every bits of love.

yes, i hate to be treated like hot and cold,

but i make the effort to think you're tired, you're quiet.

i love the times when we both are close,

let me feel that at least i exist.

i don't like the feeling that when i hear you saying go club.

cause i scared, to hear anything i don't wish to hear.

but i still give you my trust. trying to be understanding that going club is not a crime.

i always wish that you can send me home.

but i try to understand that it's far, it's late.

you still have to work the next day, must rest early.

although my heart sometimes drowns, but i still believe, tml will be better.

but i'm a lying to myself.?

till now, every moment, i still tell myself.

it's not a lie, it's a white lie.

till now, this moment, i still telling myself, the three golden words.

another three golden words is, dui bu qi (sorry).

2009-09-04T00:03:00.000-07:00

going home after work,

which is 11+.! ;O

my staff lunch.! look woo~, yummy right.

don't jealous.! :D

THE HAND BURGER.! (:

today went to school for 3 hours lesson lars.!
wake up at 10+, shiok shiok.!~

then having a heavy bag lars~

300-ed to lot 1 with mama and sister.

went to ocbc, do some banking.

then to pet lovers buy some food for bibi and one new lash for her.! (:

tml will put up for her, cause now she slept lers.

then went to meet starrie girlfriend to shopping.

she bought her stuff, hahas.!

hope she have enjoyed lars.

our leg is so sour can.!~

tml got to work after school.

but knock off early for tml (:

have to study for next week exam, after wednesday i'm free.! :D:D:D

jiayous everyone.! jiayous andrea.!

2009-09-01T20:08:00.000-07:00

wahs, today woke up at 7.40.
so tired man.!~
then wait for the time to pass cause i put the wrong timing to wake up.
went out, train-ed to city hall.
arrived at 10 sharp.
and the punched in so cool lars, use thumb print one. hahas.
cause they say so if anyone late, jiu know and will have to fine 50 cents.
i was like -.-
then today ate our lunch at 4+ which from morning till 4+ i didn't eat anything.!
only two cups of ice water, wondering how i can survive ders sial.
then all my colleagues and me are complaining lars, all gastric pain.! ;(
and i think shufen forget our lunch lars.
luckily she say we can choose any yummy burgers from the menu lars.
happy sial, me and priya was like eating and our forehead got one word; HEAVENLY.~
so yummy man..!
cause our sales from morning till 3+ is 1000+ i think.
for opening day, should be okays lars hors.
burped.! so full, then me and priya went to digestion, so funny lars. hahahs.
then about 6+ i'm released.! :D:D:D
so tired, train-ed home, was thought of taking cab back, then suddenly i thought of saving money.
then took bus home lers.
starrie girlfriend, yuanting, rikki, i miss you girls.

loving you is a bless, which i will never ever regret.
because you let me feel i'm care, i'm belong-ed, i'm home.
i have never want to u-turn and time,
even if i can turn back the time, i will still want to go back to 020809; 3:04am.
where the beautiful night, lights up my life.

2009-08-30T11:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO;
ANVY SUNNU & WEIYI.!

early in the morning, i'm alone at home, thunder and stomps, scared the hell of me.
hiding inside the blanket, closing my eyes, thinking so many things.
stay at home studying. trying to save money too.
going to start work lers, finally got something to occupy my time and thoughts.

went to town with starrie girlfriend, was a last minute decision. as we are so worried of yuanting. make me and girlfriend chiong down to nobori. console her and hope eveything is fine now.

then we slack at there for quite sometime, somehow was quite guilty that i gave him attitude barhs. maybe what he knows, is what more than i knows.? nevermind, just hope that he can understand why i'm there ytd barhs.

met jess at wheelock, then went to far east to have her dinner, i totally lost of appetite man.! then went to eat dessert at sweet slice of life. went back to heeren cause jess want to know the schedule.190-ed home, saw someone when arrived at cck interchange, ohmygod.!

homedhomed after that, today will be study for tml's test.!

2009-08-29T12:10:00.000-07:00

ytd went around the singapore sial.

after family matter, meet peiyun at cck.

jiu went to yishun,take ahshu's skinny, help him to change the size.

then went to fareast have our lunch,shop shop at there.

went to ion to find mng. but can find -.-

next stop heeren, take things from rikki,chat for a while, help them change voucher.

left and train-ed to jurong point, changed the size, took 180 to panjang, 171-ed to yishun.

pass things to yongsheng cause ahshu haven end work, then faster bus-ed panjang then chiong back home to see "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni". (:

thanks to everyone who wished me and giving my surprise.

special thanks to rain,nicholas,joanna,jason,yongsheng,rain's brother and weiling.

caiping,amelia,huiling,weihoon,diana and hwee eng.

brothersheng,winson,weihsiang,junhao,cheekeen and chin soon.

2009-08-27T20:57:00.000-07:00

erms, i now using my laptop to update, so i scared later auto shut down again, so just let me thanks those who wished me for my birthday.!

firstly, i want to wish, wahida a sweet 18th birthday.! (:

i want to thank:

Yongsheng, rain, nicholas, jason, joanna, starrie girlfriend,yuanting,rikki,adina,amelia,brother alan,aloysius buuddy, brother sheng, junhao, winson, chin soon, cheekeen, yuqin, huixian, weihsiang,zixin,ziyi,peiyun,jessie girlfriend,caiping,darren.ong, hweeeng,jinghui,junqiang,kenny papa, daphne molester,khenghong shifu, liqing,michellewee, michelle lee,samantha,shimin,techwhye,wahida,weesin,weihoon,weiliang,weiyi,yifang mei,yuting, nurul jie, iylia,fateha,rubiah,nurul ezza, reena and some in my facebook. i cant really rmb lers.! do tag me, if i have left out your name.! (:

i will update the photo asap.! so stay tuned.! (:

2009-08-23T18:08:00.000-07:00

ytd went out with rain.
early in the morning woke up to blog awhile.
then changed, set off to my hand burger.
got everything done, went to causeway find jessie.
had my lunch with her.
thanks girl.
after that went back to town, went to find my mental girls.
having alot of fun, whenever with them, just have the laughter there.
but maybe after ytd, i wont go there so often, as...
i got to work lers.! hahas. i mention earlier my workplace.
so yars, maybe once a week or once two or three week.
shall see how again barhs.
then met rain at orchard mrt at 550.
went to fareast. shopshop.
got a hard time deciding which to buy.
in the end i got all.
as i bought the blue one, while that happened, rain bought me the black one and a vintage bag.
thanks rain.! (;
had our dinner at the b1, wanton noodle.
nice, set off to hereen, look for ahkai.
then after about 20 to 30 minutes, went home home.
big thanks to rain for the day.! (;

today went to jurong point with liqing.
walk one big round and had our lunch.
cant find the leggings i want, got.... but it cost 18 buck with i think it's too expensive.
so went back to cck again.
then i find it at a price of 4 bucks.!!!!
what a big difference right.?
went to look for nicky, got my hair done, but actually it doesn't make a big difference lars.
funny right, went to mac look for molester;daphne.
she work very funny lars.
went back home, now back to blog.
feeling so tired, and giddy.
sigh.!~
but it's worth it. (:

3moredays.

2009-08-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

good morning my readers.! (:
wondering why i wake up so early.?
cause to just on my computer and see things. -.-

just got something to say, ;
what your dad say wasn't right.
you didn't play my feeling, not even once second for me.
i feel quite good for this relationship.
okays for me. (:
i understand your reasons, i wont blame you for anything.
maybe your dad didn't know what actually happened, that's whys.
i'm not hurt that much, cause i know i've been treasured before.
is not like you just play me,everyday you treat me extreme nice and sweet then one day you pushed me away.
now i'm the one who being bad one okays, so don't bame yourself.
don't think so much of peopl say you're playing girl's feeling.
if they understand your reasons, they wont blame, nag or even say you. (:
you're nice enough. okays.
just maybe there is some obstacles for you to go through.
the obstacles is tough to go through, as it might have already turn to a forbia for you already.
it takes time to go through forbia. maybe putting the forbia of the past and slowly you can get out of it.
example that if you are scared for water, but just think a simple way as you have to shower everyday, and boy have to go army one day, you will still have to go through that forbia one day.
if you're scared of height, trying to think you like to travel, have to take flight one day.

in a result of all the forbia, no matter what kind of forbia, you still have to break through it, so you will also find out that you actually feel much more lighten and you feel much more easy to take a step to continue. (:
jiayous.! you can do it.!

2009-08-21T21:49:00.000-07:00

RANDOM PHOTOS.!
girlfriend starrie

happy 19th birthday to caiping.! (;

thanks to you sister.!

today went to school for about 3 hours, then went to meet girlfriend starrie lers.

went all the way to tampines to look for her.

went to paya lebar, but everything is screw up, due to the rain.

so went to town, see our dearest mental people.! hahahahhas.!

actually wanted to cut my hair today, but in the end, didn't.

on the way home-ed 190, the traffic was so slow.

then girlfriend guess that is car accident that cause everything.

do you readers know what.?!

it's what exactly she say, got car accident.!

today i told amelia that actually, i got abit hate myself for doing that decision.

i don't know whys.

i scared i'm the one, who create everything.

i'm always so naive to think and thought everything is so simple, just like writing abc.

but no, helping someone to heal, is something need time, great effort and not struggling him.

closing my eyes, holding the crystals coming out of my eyes, although it's hard, but i will learn, to control, and result of growing.

cause you're the one who actually give me the strength and power to go on.

not go on to be like a naive girl, but someone who can help others while i keep step by step walking while growing, slowly to a lady.

although you may not be good in what you did last time, but everyone will be given chances to be better.

i believe you can do it.! but don't pushed yourself too hard. you will just be getting worst.

slowly, we can feel it when you have be getting better. (:

2009-08-20T23:35:00.000-07:00

the girl, who don't care of whatever "hot and cold"
she only know that at least you treasured her once and every bad is covered.!
she have never care about the hurt, she only care about those bits and pieces of sweet you given her.
sorry that she have make stress for you.
maybe she have made a good decision of ending everything peacefully.
end the stress which make you breathless.
she hope that she have make a decision that actually makes you feel better.
she's not a good girlfriend, she found.
don't have to feel guilty or what, is not your fault.
lessons teaches people, and people will stand up from where they fall and learn from there.
she said before, everything takes time.
maybe she's the one who actually took the wrong step.
she shouldn't have do anything on the 05july.
which actually the matches shouldn't even light the wood up to a fire.
which she eventually thought she can maybe stay by his side and heal him, making his dead heart alive back.
but she's wrong. she cant. she's too naive to think of that.
she keep on trying, but it still fails in the end..
yars, although she drop tears, but she still managed to smile back, as she thinks back of the beautiful night which he actually gave it to her.
she have never regretted, and she will never for not even a single moment eversince everything started and ended.
cause you make her feel, she's loved, treasured, homed, on your shoulders.

sorry, she burnt your fingers.

2009-08-18T21:54:00.000-07:00

everything have ended in a beautiful way.
although somehow still hurts, but it maybe a better way for both of us.
let's go back to zero and where initially we started.
it started in a spicy,yet plus sweet taste.
a spark of red that turns the beautiful night to fire that burns the heart of a girl..
before everything officially end for me, i want to end it with the three golden words; iloveyou.
i will remember what you taught me, slowly learn from there.
growing more mature, and also know how to console people.
and not always tell people to chill chill lars.
i have never thought or having the mind set want to blame you or scold you for treating me hot and cold.
it's not because of give in , is cause of something call love, eveything is going that way.
going clubbing is not a crime, but drinking is something not good for your health.
don't eat maggie mee. do know how to save money in order not to hunger your stomach as you know you're always having a big appetite.
i wont do anything that harm myself, no worries.
everything takes time.
adapting to new environment takes time,
changing of attitude takes time.
growing up takes time.
you have already given me a chance to have special memories with you,
it will always keep it in my heart.
especially on 020809; 03:04am.
i will rmb this moment. my happiest moment in my life.
everything craved,cherished and loved.
hope you will go back to originally who you're, the person who pro in doing sales, someone who is 99.9% perfect.

the story of cherish & treasured.

2009-08-12T19:57:00.000-07:00

today went to school at 8+.

to get today's presentation prepared.

thanks superb-sweet for waking me up even it's just a msg.

i don't know whys i will just wake up cause of it.

then i was slacking on the bed and thinking..

hahahs. then waited for diana at canteen with weihoon and hwee eng.

went to self-access room to do our own summary for our speech.

lessons lessons lessons.

after break jiu presentation.

having said that, don't know whys this time presentation seems so nevious for me.

after presentation, went to bit lab.

but something happened to the switch, so teacher released early.

went home and complete and cmb project.

finally rushed out a new one.

then left a project, bev.!

yeahsyeahs.! jiayous.!

tml going to celebrate joanna's birthday.! (:

tml's school end at 12.!

shiok shiok.! :D:D:D

2009-08-12T00:36:00.000-07:00

sunday;
went to national parade with superb-sweet.
once again,thanks for your effort to get the tickets.
went to superb-sweet house to wait for him get ready.
about 3 set off. (:
trained to cityhall.
and had our lunch at thaiXpress @ cityhall link.
after lunch went to the parade.! :D:D:D
having so much fun and he is so high kays.!
taking so many photos.!
although this year's fireworks not very long as compared to last year.
but it's still a nice feeling to watch with superb-sweet.
after the parade,homed homed.
cause he have to go to company's "gathering" which turns up to be a meeting, said by him.

monday;
went to sentosa with yihao and gang.
the weather wasn't nice, but keep on training of volleyball.
till about 3 or 4 plus.
the sun start to show up.
but something bad happened.
not to mention much here.
hope that now everything was fine.
yihao and jude, sorry cant help much.
really wanted to cursed the "people" who got nothing better to do.
afer that, went to have dinner with superb-sweet and rain,jason,apple and more. (sorry, not sure of your names) :P
went to "the prata house"
i have my first CHOCOLATE PRATA.! *yumyum*
after that went home by two steps.
*giggles. ^^*
only rain will know whys. hehees.
superb-sweet pei me to wait for bus. home home.! (;
wonderful weekends.!

today, having so many projects.
sorry to weihoon,hwee eng and diana, i will try to rush out the new one.
my lappy really cant survive.?
let's see how tml, thanks sister for lending me your lappy. (:
kind of tired now, tml still have presentation.
jiayous jiayous jiayous.! (:

Finally got the national day photos uploaded.!

shy lars.

starting soon.!

flags up.!

aren't them cute.? :P

"bomb attack.!"

isn't this cool.? O.O!

he's so damn cute.!:D:D:D

it's getting dark..

singing the majulah singapura.

this year,kind of neat lars.!

i look sooooo...

and hors and hors.

the flyer damn nice on the national day.!

he start to high here. ^^

wows right.?

nice nice. ^^

i love the decor this year. (:

chen wei lian.

he said woooo.! oops.~!

isn't this scenery beautiful.?

LOVE.!

fireworks.!

final parade.!

having quite a hard time to "squeeze out"..~

2009-08-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

firstly, happy 18th birthday to teckwhye.! (:

nowadays having so much funs man.!
thanks to superb-sweet, rain,jason,nicholas,joanna.
thursday-so boring can. went to school for about a few hours.
then mskoh ask the whole class to wait for her 3 hours just for half an hour lesson.?!
she must be crazy.
nevermind, weihoon and hwee eng come to my house and do project, it's almost done man.!
finally left our bev individual project, having to write report.
after that went to meet him.
dinner-ed at his house,yumsyums.

friday- went to school for celebrations for national day.
quite boring though for 4 hours.
our class got the 2nd and 3rd for the most well-dressed booth..
our class is creative ders lohs.
ahhahas. then went home after that.
meet him to town, take pay went dinner with rain and jason.
something happened, sorry, not to mention.
sorry,ahkai boy,i didn't mean to do that, please don't dl lers.
hope everything will be better on sun. *god-blessed*

today- woke up, watch-ed "bai quan nu wang"
lunch with sister and mother at home with pizza.
brought him lunch.
slacked awhile, hope things will get better as the time pass by, i will try hard.
*jiayous*
went home, dinner-ed with papa and mama at jurong market.
home-ed chatting with jess, now blogging.

tml will be a better and a brand new start.
let's be happy tml kays.?
happy advance birthday to singapore.!
have to go and charge camera battery later. (:

adlynn's booth (:

she look very pretty that day.! (;

adilah.! (:

thanks superb-sweet.! (:

alicia dajie.!

2009-08-04T20:10:00.000-07:00

wahs, today don't know whys so tired sial.
morning meet hoon and eng actually we taking the train towards pasir ris ders.

but hahahs, eng was late, but nevermind.

reached school had breakfast then went for class.

teacher lied to QC lars.! say what got visitor, but i never even saw any lars.

hahas.

today went around school to sell bazaar things, total we sell 32.50, a profit of 12 dollars, but we didn't took it.

we contribute it into the class fund. (;

hahas, after break time, went for cmb and cpa;

project for cpa and almost done and now left with cmb powerpt and bev artical report.!

hahahs. hope can just finished by this week, then i can have no worries to enjoy my long

weekend.! :D:D:D

thanks for waking me up today. (:

tml someone getting pay lers wors.!

imissyou.

left. 22 days. (:

2009-08-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

erms, today meet weihoon and hwee eng for school.
then having so tired and lame day man.
alot of happening things happened. (:
papa please do take care of your health.!~
daughter will be worry.
tml going to malaysia with mama, do have fun, but be careful.
went to mediacrop to take ndp tickets and go off a while and slack-ed.
thanks starrie. (:
met him awhile, thanks for being by my side. (:
although you may not know what really happened today.
when taking bus, there's two little boy, trying to li siao me, make me so, arghs...~
nevermind, not to mention lers.
rainson is so cute lars.~ (:
you're CHERISHed. (;
i just change my blog song.
hope you guys will like it.
i find it quite awesome on the lyrics.

When u have to look away

When u don't have much to say

That's when I love u I love u just that way

To here u stumble when u speak

Or see u walk with two left feet

That's when I love you I love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game

Forget I'm waiting in the rain

Baby I love u I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight

You can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u

When I love u

No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made u cry

That's when I love u I love u

A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes

Or when u laugh at your own jokes

that's when I love u I love u

More then u know

And when u forgot that we had a date

Or that look that u give when u show up late

Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

That's when I love u When I love u

No matter what

Ohh

That's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind

The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh

NO MATTER WHAT

2009-07-31T23:36:00.000-07:00

today school end at 12.
having lots of laughter with girls.
then ms koh shared her lovely things with us to sell for the bazaar we opening on the very eve of national day.
took 188 home-d.
the funny thing is a took over stop.! ahahhas.
and a nice lady wake me up.
so paisehs can.?! O.O!
nevermind, then took 300 back home.
bath and went straight down to find jiawen and alicia.
having so much with them too.
there came, ahkai.! (:
so he went up to go cut his hair and i slack at nobori.
customer come and goes.
around 4 or 5 plus i think, he came down with a nice hairstyle.
finally not that thick and shorten lers. (:
went to ion shop awhile, the concept there is so funny can.
there is b4 to 4th floor.
and it goes like this, the most cheap things is at b4, then slowly go up to most expensive stuff at 4th floor.
but surprisingly, LV,Prada,Rolex, is at level 1.!~
imagine the shopping mall is full of branded stuff.!
hahahs, then we still went back to heeren and slack awhile first.
then we went to kofu and have our dinner.
went back to nobori again.
about 8,he came to nobori and we went home.
and now doing cpa project and doing research (:
thanks for sending me home.
oh yars, and your jacket.!
that's sweet of you. (;

2009-07-30T20:48:00.000-07:00

yars lars yars lars, everything will be my fault lars.
this spoilt is my fault, that goes wrong also my fault lars.

anyways today school released at 11plus.
went out, meet him, train-ed home, thanks for helping me take my lappy till cck.
projects getting on steady tracks.
nobori no more slots, i think i go nurul jie there barhs.
but really hope lars, but nevermind, things will still be okays.! ;!

fringe too long, got to cut.!
gosh-ed.!~
Got to find something to make me smile please.! grrr.

2009-07-29T21:30:00.000-07:00

reveal of ahkai.!~

hahahaha.! today is so funny lars.
just don't understand whys in this world there's still people having this type of childish attitude.
smacking the door, thought himself is king of the class arhs.?
erms, please lars, we are not your punching bag kays.!
and hors, school is not your chalet hors, shiok jiu go lesson, not shiok jiu don't go.
whatthef*.!
every week having problems, you not sians, even the audience also watch till bored and yawn can.?
today ms afni gave us tips for the exams.
thanks, cher.!~
then so draggy today.
don't know whys.
went to fareast nobori find jiawen.
we have break the chain man.! yeahs.! GREAT JOB.!~
reached home jiu on lappy till now.
then blog now.
wait for 10pm news. pray and crave for it lars. (:
actually even if never get the tickets, i also content of your effort(:
!additional; thanks for the 215 effort * 3o cents equals 64.5 bucks., all the effort you put in, it gets rewards. :D!

28 days more (:

2009-07-28T18:00:00.000-07:00

photos.! (:
hahahs, having so much fun thaking photos in class.
hahahs.!and is like so funny lars.
reached home around 5 and start to blog lers.
sigh, today seems a tired day and boring day for me.
beside taking photos, still lessons lessons lessons. and is BORING LESSONS.!
and also.! PROJECTS.! whatthe lars.! can i just don't bother.?! >:(
going to bath and have my dinner.!
byes. if anything happening later, will update again.! (:

now having OFA lesson, just finished my assignment not long ago.
hahahs. helped my classmate too (:
just went to call mama asking how's papa.
then mama said that, waiting for the doctor to come and sign the discharge form, then can go home lers.
yeahs.!~ finally papa's home.!
tml morning almost woke up late.
i have forgetten to put alarm clock.
then mama called me up, call hors.! not wake me up, as she is so lazy to climb up from bed.
can understand lars, mama have been busy the past few days and weeks, going malaysia with relatives and papa.
then also going to and back hospital to accompany papa.
XIN KU LERS, MAMA.!
You're the best mummy.! (;

will update more again tonight. (:
so stay tune!~
imissyou(:

2009-07-27T20:00:00.000-07:00

today having such a pair of heavy eyes, and sore throat, whatthe.
totally, *faint man*.~
then today after school jiu went home lers, guai right.?
so damn tired lars, but today reached home, do something important lars.
and do some findings for projects.
someone is sick wors, got mc for today and tml lohs, shiok hors.!~
rmb to drink alot of water arhs.!
i hope i can too. -.-
mama today went to hospital with papa and i have to take care of bibi,
taking care of his dinner.
cesar.!and rice of course.
she's so hungry that she finished it within 5 minutes.!
then today's dinner for myself is maggie mee. -.-
never mind, i did something funny to the egg lars.
will post up someday, cause it's still not done, hahahs.!
then after she and me finished our dinner, we took photos together.!~
so nice playing with hers lars.
i get to blog now, cause she have fallen asleep lars.
sleeping so soundly, as raining, damn shiok.
i think someone also sleep till very shiok right.?
hahas.
waiting for mama,sister and brother-in-law to be back.
papa, do rmb that your daughter is waiting for you to come back home. (:

30 more days left. (:

2009-07-26T22:14:00.000-07:00

ytd went to nobori.
for about a few day to one week didn't see nobori's darlings and ahkaipolice lars.
ytd's mood; happy(:
cause finally everything is settled.
i just need sometime for somethings.
i still need a break for me to start my engine better, understand marhs, girl.?
hope you can understand.
and ytd went for supper with ahkai, his brother and his brother's gf.
went to yishun,having so funny talks too (:
cab-ed home,reached home at 1 sharp.!

this morning woke up at around 10+.
went out awhile,have lunch (: , went to jurongpoint buy things,then went home.
feeling so sleepy today lars, cause when i reached home, i sleep again.
then waited for papa to be back, went to batok to have dinner.
they chatted with uncle. the home and play my lappy.
so now i'm blogging.
i feeling pain from my throat.! and today's head, seems to be spinning.!
O.O! ohmygod.! help help help.!~

tml papa have to go hospital again, but this time round cant pei him lars. ):
papa i wait for you to be back home (:

31 days left (:

2009-07-24T22:55:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to rainson.!
stay cute always.!
don't be naughty lers wors.!
if not kana cane cane again .!

random photos.! (:
and hoon's 18th birthday's photos too.! :D

2009-07-24T21:14:00.000-07:00

today after school met papa and mama.
went home, then jiu sleep still 5.30, he called. (:
woke up then went for dinner.
now back home.
mama went to uncle's house.
then now alone rotted at home, so thought of blogging..

2009-07-23T20:16:00.000-07:00

today celebrate weihoon's birthday.!
turned 18 lers.! good hors. hahahs can do what you want lers, you should know what i talking about hur.!
erhum.! :x
my left thumb,i think i injured it till very jialat with me left tights too, today while playing handball.!
i don't find and also cant find any reasons for me to find others if i never try my very best to find it.
and stop saying about your bad points and whatever all sorts of words to let me die of this okays.
i don't care. i only know that, _ _ _.
i will continue to complete what i want to do. sorry starrie that i just want to complete the thing.
i don't want to care so much lers. i will just do what i can.
tml having bev test. totally, a joke man.! whys things is so tmd now.!
please, i hope this will be a big joke for me man.!
even if it's poison.!, it's will be some poison that makes me smile(:

tml papa going to hospital, hope everything goes well.

2009-07-22T19:44:00.000-07:00

firstly happy birthday to jerlyn sister.!
turned 18 lers.!
another start of your life.!
hope everything will go smooth enough for you hur.!
and rmb anything,you still got the group of sisters will be there for you (:
loves. (:

today is just so sleepy lars, sleep sleep sleep.
the weather is just so nice, that...(shall not mention,hehees.!)
today we are just have nothing better to do and we played with sticker lars.!
having a damn big laughter with everyone.! :D
after school jiu went home and continue study the coming up test and somethings that should be continued.~ but i just wrote some or can say a few,jiu stop.
old injuries, releapse again. :(
seriously,i rather the mashedpotato didn't come out at that moment.

thanks for the post that cheers me up for that night (:

2009-07-21T10:24:00.000-07:00

seriously, i don't really care what's bad about you, i will just accept it.
if there's any bad point i will help you to make it better.
nobody's perfect can, that's what you told me before.
maybe sometimes you're not worth it.
so what's wrong about that.well,maybe to me, i think it's okays.
if you're not worth it, i don't have anyone who's worth it.
clubber,most people go, even if you dance with girls,it's normal.?
if not,when i see you dance with guy.? i will feel more gay that you're.?
logical.?
the answer is still a unknown one, everything like starrie,yuanting and more say, needs time.
so yars, see how things go barhs.
i found out, i have learnt to accept all the sour,sweet,bitter and hot that you have given me.
even if there will be tears flowing down my cheek, i will still swallow it.

byes..

2009-07-19T23:05:00.000-07:00

ytd went to nobori find my beloved yuanting and rikki.
find police ahkai and met starrie.
bought him drink and cookies (;
forgot that he's heaty and still bought him cookies lars, i'm dumb enough to do so.
cant i think of better ones.? -.-
then slack and slack, having so much laughter.
and so shocked to see him come up lars.
when everyone also know that have to wait for don't know how long to come up once to nobori.
unless he got anything about company matters lars.
happy lars (:
after that at the closing time, nico came to nobori and suddenly he took the card already for 2 minutes, then i saw the card is with him, *shocked*.
nevermind, i thought i can just snatch it back.
but he say should give, then i was like thinking and jiawen suddenly appear and snatched it away.
telling me she will help me pass.
then nico still say, "jiawen, ni zhuo shi,wo fang xin." i was like... -.-
kaykaykays.
when jiawen and yuanting came up and shouted; "andrea andrea.! he smiled"
i was totally face cramped and not sure what to reply.
laughoutloud.
then i was happy in my heart i know.
but,aiyars, don't know how to describe lars.
then having to say that after closing nobori we went to cap and get to talk to ahbao too(:
police ahkai came too, i was like. O.O!
i say okays, we going off lers.
and yuanting said that too kays.!
so i wanted to avoid face getting red, i wanted to went off at the other side, but the model standing there blocking my way, i went back tot the counter there and jiawen blocked my way, say go by the last way, i was like, kays, fine. then i say bye. then when i walk pass police ahkai,he said bye and i smiling and said bye.
ahkai police,no worries, i will be fine and wait kays (:

PICTUREs(:

2009-07-15T16:15:00.000-07:00

recalling back of waiting time..
some people may think/having a mind-set of waiting someone for 1-2 hours maybe terrible.
then what if someone is late for 9 hours plus.?
somethings cant be measured.
you can have a mind set in a negative way of "walua,why this person keep letting me wait.?"
or you can have it as in, "okays, it's okays, waiting for a person is a happiness then you got nobody you can wait for."
if you were me, how would you want to think.?
or which mind-set you prefer.
i might be angry in waiting, but i will prefer to have a person for me to wait than having no emotional and nobody for me to wait.
unless someone force you to wait, if not, it will be a willing one. (:

2009-07-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

ytd went out with starrie.
to town(:
hahas, we stayed there for 4 to 5 hours lars.
we met at the traffic light in front of heeren.
went to eat dessert at the basement1 bazaar.
after that went to Koinobori, find rikki.
then knowing yuanting ytd. :D
having alot and alots of chit and chats there.
saw small head ytd too (;
he wearing hat lars, that's whys.
hahas.!
now having free period of 2 hours lars.
nothing to do that's why blogging at school.
ms koh having child care leave.
and ms afni having mc.!

nowadays keep having problems with mama.
sister also, sigh~
not sure what happened..
hope everything will go fine after a few days.
and i really don't know what i should do now.
i'm always the one who want to pull the string together.
who can help me.

Anyway.! Nicholas Zhang at heeren.!
OHMYGOD.!
he's so damn handsome (:
wondering this birthday,how will it be.
will my dreams come true.?
still got 1 month and 13 days left.
too early for me to think.?
stupid, yars, i know.f-care.

2009-07-11T13:17:00.000-07:00

heys, readers, don't be surprised that i do not have any links.
it's due to my blog corrupted early in the morning when i on my computer.
i almost "fainted" when this happened lars.
first time lars.
never mind, luckili managed to find back my code lars.
but at the mean time i will link you back asap kays.?
i will update again for more things happening this week kays.?
stay tuned.! :D

2009-06-29T18:16:00.000-07:00

hello readers.!
wow wow wow.!
so long i didn't upload a proper post.!
shall upload one with pictures too.
ytd went to two places.
first is jurong point for asian youth games 2009 open ceremony. (:
there's me,caiping,amelia,corine and guang rong. (:
met them at jp, 0850.
they ask us to hold till 0950.
then rot lo.
we go change to the jersy they gave (FOC)
hahas, i know i very typical to say that.
then start the run at 11 plus.
you people must be wondering why in between so much time is empty.
cause we are at the holding area for so long.! );
nevermind, let's not talk about it.
after that we run about 300m together with the ft students.
running through the shopping mall, when all the shoppers sees us.
cool right.? (;
having said that, after run i saw WEIHONG.! (not ite friend,it's my church friend)
so long didn't see him lers.!
shocked. O.O!

left jp to meet e` clique at habourfront at 1.
everyone is late.!
i'm the first one to reach, thought i will be the last one kay.. -.-~
nevermind, see mathew at there too!
ate the went to sentosa, our fav. place.! (:
played, bathed, went back to batok to eat out dinner.
reach home via parents drive came to fetch me (: , 1045 reached home.
early, i know.
but do you know what, i reach home, i boom.!
sleep like i pig.
sorry to weihoon didn't reply you,and weiyi too. as you asked me to reply hoon .

2009-06-27T14:44:00.000-07:00

i miss rikki so much lars, and koinobori );

ytd went out with sandy girl.

then evening meet brother sheng and co for dinner.

after,slack at 288.

till 11 plus.

then went to sunshine to eat supper.

-> 1230,actually wanted to go home lers.

but went to meet ahtok and friends.

till 1 plus.
saw xuewei there too (:

2009-06-22T12:21:00.000-07:00

i miss it.
miss those days.
will it come back and stay by my side.?
iunderstandthat, nothing last forever.

2009-06-15T14:20:00.000-07:00

FIRST THING.! MAMA IS BACK TO SINGAPORE.!

friday is the last day of school.

hahas.

also the 4th lesson of photoshop.

saturday went out with brother sheng and co to town.

but nothing to walk lars.

brought them to sweet slice of life.

went back to cck after that.

saw kangsheng,victor and weeleong.

hahas, something damn funny happened lars.

but too stupid to say out.

walk back to out house area,also shun bian send hao home.

having lot of talks with brother sheng.

thanks brother.

ytd the whole day staying at home, except of dinner.

father's day coming soon..

kangsheng and zhili('s) birthday coming soon too.

broke liaos lars..~

this morning went to lot1 with mama.

eat lunch at kfc,went to walk walk awhile after.

went to fairprice thought of alot memories lars. (;

so home home-ed,and so now i'm blogging(:

later at evening going out for dinner with father's side cousins.(:

!stay tune at asoft-secured.bs.cm for more interesting update sections! (:

2009-06-11T23:56:00.000-07:00

spenting only 4 hours in school.
and was released. -.-
hahs. erms, then went back home to bath and actually was waiting for the time to meet sandy.
hahs, then while waiting i fall asleep on my bed.
hahas.
then till i suddenly wake up and see the timing actually i should wake up at 0305.
but when i see the time is already 0318.!
O.O!
then faster rushed out my house and sms-ed her saying i will be late.!
sorry, girl.!
then i reach there before 4 at least.
hahas.
then went to iluma,nothing for us to shop also.
hahas.
only can see that the arcade and cinema is big.
then went to bugis street.
she say she want to buy shoe.
then buy ler, we so funny lohs, cause we took 960 back to panjang.
eat our dinner, then walk back to my house from there.
hahas, having alot of chits and chats.
talking about topic that scare our souls away lars. Oo
then reached my house, playing with my phone camera.
having laughs and crazy-ness with pictures we took.
taking pictures with her is just fun lars.!
then upload lers, around 11 plus she went home lers.
and here i am to blog (:
uploading to share with you readers (:
tml having lesson from 9 to 11 only lars.!
then will be our officially holiday.! (:
it's summer time.! (:
but i also not very happy cause of some reasons.
-maybe will get rotten and bored at home.
-nobody to go out with.
-no job,no money to shopping for GSS.! )':

all this is equals to ohmy gosh-ed.!

--------

this is the most love-ed by both of us one (:

edited(:

black and white

sepias

negatives

self-timers ones.~

people taking nice 1 - 10.

me and san taking STUPID and SILLY one to ten. !

i miss you alot.

ohmygod.please lead me. );

2009-06-10T23:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HOLIDAY PEOPLE.! :D

finally i'm out of exams..

hahas.! today's paper luckily still can manage overall.

i still tell hoon and diana if the first structured question is bad one, can just close and get your eyes close and rest lers.

lol.!

hahas.

meet sister at cck for dinner.

then home after that.

2009-06-09T23:04:00.000-07:00

today the whole day through out in school is CRM CRM CRM.!
crazy lars.
only do something different for OFA.
excel.~
then jis nothing but CRM lers.~
tml is CA for CRM lars.
totally sians and feeling so sucks now.
the feel for a fail word is just so ultimate strong.!
ohmygosh..~
am i going to pass or drop out,depends on this lers.
cause if i have to retake this module, i will drop out.
cause this module is killing.
too deep and difficult for me to understand lers.
even teacher also can say the paper set is too difficult.
teacher is already giving warning lars.
fcukfcukfcuk.!~

it's funn for this picture lars.hoon and amelia.

me and hoon.

2009-06-08T23:54:00.000-07:00

firstly, i miss mama alot.
i miss your cooking.!
faster come back.

the day i went for a run with sister and co at 10 plus to 11 plus. in class...
having break.

during class got nothing better to do.

at home when got the temptation to take photos.

fainted durng napfa.

stupid.

drips.~

fucking pain.! ):

went out with sister lyna today.

shop for alot of things.

and everywhere is GSS.!

so people.! go shopping now is the best.! :D

2009-06-07T13:39:00.000-07:00

woke up.

call up mac delivery with sister.

hahs,have my mac wing. (;

then watch wu di shan bao mei.

how much i that the show ders romance,family can happened in my life lars.

hahas.

so boring lars.

at home nothing to do.

L - Learning from each and other.

O - going through Obstacles.

V - Vows to love the other party.

E - Everlasting realtionship.

hahas.

suddenly feel like typing this out.

don't know why.

laughoutloud lars.!

one more week to hoilday.!

but have to go through the stupid wednesday lars.

sians.

so many shocking things happened during the friday and weekend.

ohmygosh.shocking shocking shocking.! O.O!

i want to go out.!

sians,bored.!

arhsssssssssssssss.!~~

just got bibi bath.

clean her plates,cleans her water bottle.

2009-06-06T18:02:00.000-07:00

it's okays with me actually.
everything will be alright.
as long as my base card is not flip up.
like what jasmine say. just clear everyting in your mind,
and take a deep breathe, and CHIONG.!~
i can do it ders.! (:
hope so barhs.
everytime laugh to myself for nothing, i don't think myself crazy.
people see lers, will also think that i'm crazy.right.?
shenjingbing.~
wednesday.! CPA.! jiayous.!
is not computer application hors.!
is customer relationship management process and application okays.!
arhs.!~going to crazy lers lars.! __

*wonder,imagine,think,dream*
equals - satisfaction (;

2009-06-01T14:37:00.000-07:00

i feel like banging my head against the wall lars.!~
putting down a friendship is just so difficult lars.~
i wanted to care, concern,love you.
but you just push it away.
you pulled my hand away from yours.
forced me to let go of your eversoft hand.
seeing you from far it's just such a painful/sore-ing thing to see.
you want me to trust you,but you ownself wanted me to find out everything and turn away from you.

byes..

2009-05-31T14:35:00.000-07:00

bought my new phone lers.!~
heyheys.! finally lars.!

2009-05-31T14:33:00.000-07:00

can you see jolin with the purple scraf?
hahas,that night went to fetch sister from airport

can you see 2216,taipei.?

stupid lars, the timing not tele ders lohs.!

then sister say cause raining marhs.okays lohs. ~

2009-05-31T01:15:00.000-07:00

BIG FAT LIAR.
I HATE YOU.
IT'S ME KAYS.!
I'M WRONG.! CAN.?

2009-05-26T17:35:00.000-07:00

at first BEV,OFA after that.
OFA just went to do revision paper which teacher given.
break and go on with......
napfa.!~~
tired tired tired.
results;
sit and reach ; 32cm (just pass)
shuttle run ; 11.4 sec (B)
sit-ups ; 25 (D)
standing board jump ; 184 (B)
inclined pull-ups ; 11 (C)
2.4km ; not tested yet (:

monday;

went to school.

home-ed.

waited for papa and mama.

nothing else.

during weekends never go out.
miracles.?
loled.
erms, just don't know whys lars.

saturday;
feelinggggggg so bad that day.
sorry to jiajie that didn't manage to went for your celebration.
erms, only at night went out for dinner.

sunday;
stay-ed at home.
as there are relatives came, to visit papa.
me and mama were thinking lars,
papa don't know mc how long lers. then the last day of mc then come.
kind of funny lohs.
okays. forget it. i wanted to sleep.
slept for 5 minutes,they suddenly laugh till so loud.
when i got skocked and woke up.
since then i cant sleep lers.
after they went off.
me and parents went for dinner.
dinner-ed,went to D` Krangi Resort.

after that home-ed,meet jess for awhile,

get to tell her everything out from my heart 'bout my problems.

thanks girl.

2009-05-23T10:16:00.000-07:00

just wake up not long ago.
actually wanted to post all these photos ytd went i came back from temp. work.
but really got no mood,so yars, post today.
ytd went to school as usual.
nothing much.
just that got CCA course to go.
a period of laughter.
then went to work at koinobori.
was covering jess's shift.
reached home at 11.20.
tired..seriously tired
next week is CA week, totally.! BORED.!

it's just like a drug to me lars,without the drug.i will be dead.
hang and struggled to death.
OHMYGOD.!
please give me a sip of oxygen.

2009-05-20T21:16:00.000-07:00

heyheys.!

just came back from dinner with papa and mama. (:

today is just so sians lars.!

first is OFA then was doing revision assignments.

so fast me and hoon do finish lers.

then is break.

everything finally settles for the light.

just don't think so much lers.

time will help you.

for girl,don't think so much lars.

you also need time to grow realtionship with the rest ders. (:

after break is CMB and OFA lers.

wahs.! more sians lars.

but bo bian lars.

still must study.

so was release at 4+ then waited for shifu and ray,while waiting for them.

junqiang,hoon and me were playing "snap.!".

so after they came down,we went back home lers. (:

188-ed.

waited for papa and mama at bus-stop,went for dinner.
home-ed (:

i miss-ed buddy lars.

he go signed up for ns lars, stupid.! );

2009-05-19T09:55:00.000-07:00

now having OFA,but i had finished my work.
so yars, quite boring,came to blog.
was suddenly thinking of; what if i was trapped in a frozeeeennnnn refrigerator,
what will happened.?
i don't know why i will suddenly think of this when i was looking at my blog.
hahahs, i know it's stupid, but just a sudden idea.
freeze to death.?
loled.!
okays, andrea.~ stop the silly and stupid topic.! XD
getting into something which somehow it may happen okays.....?
nothing that in the future we can predict one okays.!
but somehow,girls' six sense is so strong when our prediction will reflect into our realistic life.
sometimes you may find the situation happening is so familar which actually we did dreamt of the same thing lars.!
if i can dreamt of...... hahahahahahs.! *imagining things*,wows.! how wonderful isit.!!! ^.^.!

2009-05-16T06:54:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating.
ytd after school straight away went home.
then went to east coast with father and mother.
brought bibi to swimming (:
let the picture says.
took some picture with daphne (;
today went to town with weiyi.
and home (:

monday have test.!
business environment );

FUCK FUCK FUCK.!
why everything turns to be like this!
#$%^&*$#%&#$^
what i do wrong sial.!
i want to get out of this man.!

2009-05-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

ytd ders photos from morning to night ders.
cause morning in school nothing to do.
so took alot of photos in school.
then at night meet brother sheng 'n' co for dinner.
then went arcade and play.
having great times (:

today reached home, and parents went out.
then sister came back,but after a few minutes jiu go out again.
sigh,so play com lohs.
going to start work next week lers.
jiayous barhs.
sians lars.
tml still have to bring the sutpid school bag to school.
as having SW lars. and uniform.! >:(

first individual photo with ms koh.

me and diana just look so enthu in this photo lars. (:

2009-05-12T16:19:00.000-07:00

just released from those dead and can make people die ders lessons lars.
stupid, CPA is killing the students lars.!
now at self access room,leaving this place at ard 4.30.
so sleepy.
later meeting brother sheng 'n' co for dinner lohs.
having alot of jokes later on for sure ders.
loled.!~
just had a role play today for cmb,then today said that not bad.
so i was curious about what if we can get marked by it.
the ms koh say that if were to give us a grade is 9/10.!~~
clap clap clapsssssss.~~~
credits more to shifu and junqiang.!
hahas.!
today is just a ~~cracking~~ day for me.
ohmygosh.!~

2009-05-10T20:43:00.000-07:00

second post of the day.
went out with brother sheng to buy cap.
we bought two, but i got both at my house.
i went to timah and look for him.
then at first we took 174 to pennisula plaza,but cant find the shop call super clique.
so took cab to bugis junction,but theirs not very nice.
is not not nice lars, is that their colour too difficult to get along with clothing.
so went on to far east plaza to buy from the shop opposite of stage.
so after that took cab back to cck,meet family liaos,actually eating at the lakeside there ders.
but no more seats.
so went to yuhua village to eat.
wah kaos.! their food not very nice lohs.
not to recommend..

sorry to mummy that i was late for dinner.
but i still hope that you will not be angry anymore..
妈咪，母亲节快乐。(:
iloveyou. <3

2009-05-10T10:49:00.000-07:00

in a sudden feel like going for a big and long run.
run out all the study stress and everything.
Ohmygosh.!~

should be start working on the 18th.
thinking so far lars.!
GREAT WORLD CITY.!
but there is all the whole clique, so to me, okays ders lars.!~

random photos updated.
nothing to say actually,cause everythings seems so just simple,
that makes me nothing to say.
*speechless*

2009-05-08T10:18:00.000-07:00

sorry readers for been not updating.
hahas.
erms, have been quite busy lately.
CPA,BEV and CMB is driving me crazy lars.! >:(
whatthehell lars.
just don't get to understand the topic can.
erms,so irritated by these subject lars.
FUCK FUCK FUCK lars.!~
and CA is coming liaos lohs.
today going to kbox with teckwhye and weihoon.
wondering later will be how high lohs.
ahahas.!

2009-05-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

all my relatives of my mother's side is having steamboat lars.
so bored can.
so all hide inside my room and do nothing, wanting to get some sleep but cant.
erms,..........
wanna get something but it's just so hard to get.sigh.~
i knew that i'm just having low EQ to think of that lars.!
will things impossible.?

some damn long pictures x)
just playing with amelia's new underwater ders camera.
having fun with that siol.!

cousin amelia (:

amelia and zann (:

i just look damn fat can.!

retard.!

2009-04-28T20:28:00.000-07:00

school is boring nowadays lars.
hais.
OFA started to be bored too.
imagine have to tahan this for 2 years.!
OHMY*OD lars.
sians can.?!?!?!
then the vendors of the uniform also freaking us out lars.
thought can get a full sets, but saying next week again.
stupid can.?
ytd went to "ba guan" again.
so damn pain can. alamaks.have to tahan for maybe 3 more days.
hahas.
pictures will be upload again the next few days or in estimation is friday.! hahas.(:
getting new phone soon (:

2009-04-24T22:04:00.000-07:00

school is so boring lars.
boring boring boring.!
2nd week finished.
the subjects is so boring execpt the OFA.!
hahas.!
then getting so funny lars.
typing the hands also suan liaos lars.!
hahas.
the coming week have to wear formal wear lers.
wearing the stupid tie.
hahas.
the weather is so hot yet have to wear lars.
this whole week very same.
hahs,as in.?
schooling, after that go somewhere lars.
hope papa can recover and don't be so stubborn.
what should and what shouldn't he should know by now lers barhs.
hahas.
even everyone want to help you and you don't want to help yourself, there's still nothing we can do.
get it.!??!?!
hope everything can go smoothly.
maybe not cleared.! but reduced...

what have happened, means happened.
you can do nothing to change the truth.
you can do nothing to change the things.
although past and past, but you will never forget the past.!
regrets..
i'm stupid enough that,i shouldn't be like this.
until i know that, actually i got alot of things want to tell you,face to face.
or did i do anything to let you go far apart.?

2009-04-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

heys readers.!
sorry for long time never post.
sick cause of orientation shouted too much.
hahs.!
i met alot of new friends lars.
QC.! you okays.?
ALRIGHT.!
hahas.
erms, then having alot of fun. (:
although we didn't win any prize.
but we're always the winner in our heart, ehs.?
hahas. QUALITY CHAMPION.!
ytd start out lesson lers.
and we got our uniform lars. not very okays lars. );
hahas.
erms, don't feel like posting, no much mood. sorry.
anyways,thanks for the concern for my back (:
stay tune at stayby-oldtrack.blogspot.com.! (:

2009-04-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

post what happened after i got rotted at home.
went to meet buddy. (:
ate mos burger.
with xieyao,her boyfriend,jiachin and loy of course lars.
ahhas.
then went to arcade after that.
'bout 7+ we set off from amk,as they got gathering at at weijian's house.
but me and loy slack at downstairs,pei him chat all..
last chat before he went army.
so it's quite a fun and nice chat. (:
reached home 'bout 10:05.
bought mac for sister.
as yukai at our house,so after baths sit down together and chat.
craps craps craps.
all the way till 'bout going to 1.
went to sleep.
but 2 then really slept. -.-
cant sleep lars.
loled.

! today is the first day of school. !
hahas.
can say boring,but also quite fun.
knowing lots of new friends.
erms, after school as my class released early.
so me,hoon and diana waited for the rest of the clique to off from lessons.
then after gathering some went home.
only left me,hoon,shifu,teckwhye and patrick.
we went to eat ramen ten.
having so much fun there.
and very full.
their service charge damn ex can.?
so went back with teckwhye and hoon.
reached cck,met brother sheng and co.
thanks brother for your free contact lens. (:
chit chat awhile reached home at 7:30. (:
end of my post.
enjoy the pictures (:

best buddy forever (:

obviously is hoon lars.. -.-

me,hoon and teckwhye ('s)

2009-04-12T00:39:00.001-07:00

tml will be the first day of school lers.
hahs.
today will be staying at home half day, after that late after or evening meeting buddy for dinner.
cause tml he going in to army lers. ;(
nevermind 3 weeks later he will be coming out lers.
hahs.!
erms, tml have to wake up early,lazy lars.!~
sians lars.
hahas.
hope will get used-to-it as the time pass.
as i have 4 months plus ders waking up late lars.
hahs.
tml meeting hoon and co at clementi mrt.
wahs.! thinking of squeezing the mrt jiu sians lars. !~~~ TT

2009-04-11T00:12:00.000-07:00

ytd weiyi and her cousin came.
but her cousin went to look for brother,then weiyi came my house.
weiyi was so hyper with bibi sial.
so after that me and weiyi went to look for brother at last when it's raining so heavily lars.
met others (hao,ck,gy,hsiang,winson,cs,van and van's bf) too.
then i rush to there.
ate then we saw that no more mrt back to cck lers. __
so went to take 67,funny lars. everyone run when we saw bus coming.
i was wearing high heels lars.
nevermind,it only took us 30 minutes to reach.
went to lot 1 mac to slack for around 30min to 1 hour.
after that jiu go to 288 sit and chat.
having so much "weird" topic lars.
nevermind,i start of with my couriousity first ders,not to blame anyone.
LAUGHOUTLOUD.!~
so went home around 3:50am.
slept,just now woke up at 1 plus.
so tired lars.
wondering how junhao can make it man.~
when turn on the tv saw 200 pounds lady.
cooked maggie mee for my sister and myself.
mama taking nap so don't want.
sians lars.

one more day to go,for school reopeneing,
buddy going in to army lers. takecare buddy(:

2009-04-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

ytd went to science centre with buddy.
is so fun. (:
first time i bought mac for someone.
then started our journey.
we took 335 from jurong east interchange to there.
first went to buy ticket of the value package - IMAX MOVIE & Science Centre.
12.80 bucks.
then watch for 40 mintues,jiu go science centre.
too much fun and nothing to say,just fun fun fun.!!! (:
after science centre jiu went jurong point.
went to have dinner at lailai kitchen,their wanton mee nice okays..
hahas.
then catch the movie; - The Confession of A Shopaholic.
nice nice rating ; 9/10.
very touching (:

you're going to army lers,remember to takecare of yourself arhs.
don't worry,i've marked your words,i will rmb what i should do ders. (:

when you turn this wheel.

the effect will be this. -->

isn't this nice.?

nice lightning hurs.~

watching 3-D. (:

he's always like this xp

isn't this place cool.? ;)

don't worry the woman is a human.

i think she look like "uhem" although. LUAGHOUTLOUD.!~

infared-ed camera.

our name is on the tv.!

mirror relection,alot. (:------------------

just reached home 'bout 5 minutes,immediately,i on my com.

wanna say,i feel sooooooooooooooooo saddddddd.

today is my last day working lers.

cause tml whisk will be closing, -last day operation.

i cried this morning,when i heard this news.

too shocked and too difficult for me to accept the news.

too sudden lers.

i almost scold henry can.!

tml there's a "farewell" dinner at evening, -for whisk staff,whoever is interested do come, cause this will be the last time at whisk.

after work went to catch The Sniper with weiyi.

not bad lars, rating; 8.5/10.

but something is 10/10 ; - EDISON.!

damn freak-ing handsome can.

hahas.especially when he's half nude. loled.!~

but he's just so fair in skintone can.!~

2009-04-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

went to work.
after that meet jess.
went home together.
back to lot 1.
buy ezlink holder.
waited for sandy walked-home.
watched getai with parents.
went to the Bottle Tree Park.
go here and there.
but in-the-end still nowhere to go.
back home-ed.

ytd after my work,hoon came to my workplace and find me.

have lunch at there.

we shared fish and chip.

after that went to heeren to take my pay.

stay at there for almost 1 to 2 hour lars.

so long can.

went back, and ask buddy to pay me deposit my pay in walked-home.

buddy going army lers.

sians can.?

sunday whole day stayed at home,till evening went out and have dinner with father and mother.

after dinner went to watch getai at jurong west.

very funny lars. from 7 plus watched till 10+ almost 11.

hahas.

2009-04-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

heyheysheys.!!,readers.
this is my new blogskin.
hope my readers think that is a not-bad one hurs..
loled.
ytd went to sentosa with e` clique.
finally laras, can go with them.
ytd got yihao,alex,jude,singsheng,winston,hong sheng,melanie,jingjing,irene and me. (:
having fun with them lars.
erms, as you can see that they having damn lot fun with bury-ing winston.
and yihao wanting to make winston cant come up lars.
loled.!
but at last yihao wins.? :D
melanie and jing jing and hong sheng went home early.
as they got things going on after this trip.
so only left me and irene waiting for the guys to finish bathing.
went to habourfront kopitiam to have your dinner (:
after dinner.
went to vivo city when most the shops is going to close lers lars.
they went to page one stay at there for the longest time lars.
then we actually wanted to wait for wenbin,but when we called him,he said today he don't have work and he at bugis lars. -.-
nevermind,so i said no matter what i just have to get back home by 12.
then they all say okays,then go home barhs.
reached home by 11.50+.
changed jiu buay tahan,sleep lers.
day ended (:
enjoy the pictures uploaded(:

from these pictures you can see among the guys who like to take pictures lers rights.?

hahahs.!

from the back it just look so funny for me and irene lars.

yihao..!you're so bad.!

jude is always looking so funny in everyways. (:

it's cracking.! :/

Jingjing.

Melanie

irene

2009-03-29T19:29:00.000-07:00

shuai dai lers rights.?
i know (:

ytd went out with krey and joseph.
to kbox.
hahas.
they are totally funny and humourous can.?
TOTALLY lars.!~
met them at 11. @bugis
they're late for 15 minutes (predictable)
LAUGHOUTLOUD.!~
krey wanted to change the size of his CDG r.h t-shirt.
but the people say cant ders.
after that went to eat at junction.
i must really admit that the food there is totally erhum.!
erms, went to marina straight away.
they went arcade play i watch them play.
they played a very funny game, kill the dinosour.
so funny lars.
hahas.
they keep die.~
kbox i can only use a few words to describe;funny,fun,hyper.!~
after that i went home which is only 5+ going to 6 lars.
surprise-ly.~

today later going to meet sisters. so long never meet them lers.
waiting so anxiously. (:

2009-03-27T07:38:00.000-07:00

HELLOS.!to all my readers.!
heyheys.!
today went back to school.
spent total of 60.5.
ohmySKY.!~
erms, cause we have to buy formal uniform for our new course,CCS.!~
fuck can.?
so mafan lars, polo-t and pe have to buy new one as we will be moving to cck ite next year.
so everything must changed.!~
even have to take new photo for our new ezlink card.!
is totally -.-!
never mind after that junqiang went home first.
left hoon,shifu,diana and me of course.
chat till 5.
thinking of coming my house and watch movie on internet.
then 5.30++ reached my house.
watched "coming soon"
very scary at times.
they are scared by my screams lars.
funny.! HAHA.!~
getting on actually want to watch a nice movie and not horror ders,
but the internet suddenly siaos siaos.
so never.
a idea suddenly come through my mind,thinking of seeing photos and watch video at youtube.
watch show luo,and my sister's engagement ders photos.!
hahas.
then they went off at 9.
so i also watched my tv for the "housewives' holiday"
nice man.!
tml going to sentosa with e` clique.!
yes.! sun-tanned.!~

2009-03-26T19:25:00.000-07:00

went to look for Buddy after my lunch with them (:
having a great chatting with you (:

went to amici with ah yi(s)(aunt),mother,two cousin,one nephew.
the food there was like. p
ohmyGOSH can.?

these picture is on bbq with clique (:

dinner with whole family saw this (:

nowadays just LOVE chocolate alots. (:

READY FOR KINDER SURPRISE.? one..two..three...!~

boo.!~~

2009-03-26T04:35:00.001-07:00

erms, today went to work (Whisk).
so boring can.?
oh my dear Germanine.
please jiayous arhs.
don't let it happened again.
只需一次，下不为例.

and Shorty,don't sad lers lars.
cheer up.!~ (:
reached home at around 4+ going to 5.
tired, but i find people till i so tired.
but i must not give up.! :D
hahas.!
finally can rest till siaos lers.
tml still have to go back to school to register lars.!
take photo again for new ezlink card.
don't know what type of photo will come out again.!
arhs.~
thanks hoon for helping me check my PSEA account(:

2009-03-22T22:30:00.000-07:00

second post of the day.
erms,ytd,me and teckwhye went to eat pizza hut.
hahas.
so funny lars,he.
erms, we meet at 8+ then 10.05 like that jiu went home lers.
cause all the shops also closing lers.
hahas.
erms, before going home,he went to cotton on buy 1 t-shirt.
then the sales person told him that 2 for 30.
so i tell him to ask whether one cost how much, if one cost 20 jiu can buy two.
then the sale person say 20 each.
so he bought two at last.
hahas.
went to cheers buy newspaper for my dad lers,jiu took 300.
-homed- (:

-today should be staying at home for the whole day lars.!~-
hoon,don't sian lars.
hahas. (:

2009-03-22T22:13:00.000-07:00

this one cant make it.
so i just yars,达马赛克.i just cant take this photo.

i just cant seems to be and cant stand to lady.!

me,jess and rikki. i seems so killer lars.!~i'm so man.!

lols.~

this is the kimono.!

same pattern.but is the difference in length.

tips to keep troubles aways.!

2009-03-18T05:17:00.000-07:00

today went to work.
ony working at whisk today.
tml working at koinobori.
so shiok lars.
this whole week working only weekend never work.
hahas.!
i can tast out the let out the unhappiness things in my mind using work,run and jump till siaos!
hahas.
erms, and nowadays want to run also cant lars.
cause the weather is totally unpredictable.
fuck lars.!~
hahas.
heyheys, next week going to have bbq with the clique,and sentosa with cousin iris lars.
and i cut-ed my hair lers.!
5 to 6 cm away.! hahas. i also don't know why i cut.
LAUGH OUT LOUD.!~
more shiok. :D
hahas.

2009-03-16T20:19:00.000-07:00

ytd went to aunt's house for swimming and buffet.!
hahas.! yes.!~
erms, went to swimming with cousin zann and cousin amelia.
having fun with them with amelia's new camera.
can go under water ders.!
hahas. we took alot of pictures lars.
so damn funny lohs.
erms, some look so retard.!
hahas.!
erms, i will upload those photo after she send me.
LAUGH OUT LOUD,!
seriously.
haas.
ytd got my this week schedule.
erms, almost full barhs.
then this soming sat most probably going out with another clique.
tianzhong and co.
so long never see them lers.
hope will have a nice night outing with them,i miss outing having girls and guys going out together.(:(:(:(:
today should be never go out lers lars.
hahas.
feel so weird when never go out lars.!
loled.!~~
now watching "Invincible Shan Bao Mei" so funny lars.~
zhang dong liang so shuai.!~~~~

2009-03-14T20:04:00.000-07:00

this morning when i clearing the boes i have in my room.
i found this box which actually i bought a mp3 'bout 2 years ago lars.
me and sandy bought the same one,she got one black,mine is white.
we went together with pengyu and muxing.
HA.!~

i bought my puma watch lers.! :D:D:D

mama help me pay first then she say pay her 50 bucks every month. (:

THANKS MUMMY.!~

2009-03-10T21:27:00.000-07:00

the clock,pointed at the 9 placing.

i was waked up by a dream,a terrible dream.

a same scenario on the day we broke up.

on the phone,after i said that short,malevolent and he was so insist not wanting to hear that sentence.

but what can do.? i hope things can change,but i know it's a impossible thing.

hoping things can change is when you still don't dare to face the fact,when actually i have to face it long ago,maybe 2 years ago.

but i just cant,finding the 1000 "iloveyou",no matter what wanting to looking for it,i just cant find.

i have alrdy turn my house upside down,but still cant find it, maybe and i think i have throw it away that time went i'm too sad,and feeling horrible.

nevermind,i just want to ttell someone.

i miss you.

late photos.!

2009-03-07T22:46:00.000-08:00

waiting to take her passport,
so long as our queue number is C021.!
we took around 1 hr to wait lars.!
and do you know what time we wake up to go to take passport.?
6.50.! __

stupid sister keep playing my psp,

make me got nothing to do,but snapping her.! :D:D

the picture at night safari,

sorry cant take picture of the animal as no flash allow.

then was thinking at night no flash,take shyt arhs.?

but anyway,thanks aloysius buddy for the wonderful day,

for shopping,and night safari.! (:(:(:(:

2009-03-05T04:23:00.001-08:00

sister that always "dou zui" with me for 18 years till now.

dearest mummy,have been wondering that i never post my daddy.

cause my father don't like to take photos.!

just now got nothing to do, so edit these photos. (:

2009-02-25T10:25:00.000-08:00

the bar.

inside.

finally got time to blog lers.
cause today don't need to work.
saying until work....~
maybe getting out of my old track and getting on and used to a new track;
will it be easy or difficult,as different job,different environment = different feelinggggggggg.~~
sians arhs.!
CAN I DON'T LEAVE THERE.?! @#$%^&
OHMY GOSH LARS.~!
I DON'T WANT FAMILY TO SEPERATE LARS.
I WANT TO STAY TOGETHER IN A PIECE.
I HATE THE TASTE OF BEING SEPERATE LARS.!
FUCK.!
please and beg that the staff and colleages there will be nice.
and i know that wilman have reallt take alot of time to plan,arrange this new plan for us,thank you(':
i really appreciate it.
love my family lars.!! (;

that day when i was in the train,i saw a mother with two children (one girl&one boy).
they're on the way home i believe.
the boy was having to seperate seat with his mother.
sitting beside a very naughty little malay boy,although he looked at the malay boy.
but he never played or fight with him when the malay boy keep making him.
and reaching his home station,his mother just have to stretch out her hand and he will hold it to it,just at that moment,i was thinking;"this boy is so sensible,didn't do anything or disobeying the instruction."
while thinking i smile,slient my smile.
looking at the child,i feeel how bad am i last time, when i was totally not sensible at all lars.
sorry,mummy.

PLEASE DON'T SACK ME.!~

2009-02-18T22:03:00.000-08:00

my uniform

decoration of the "specaility of our house"

(my handwriting,kays ^^v)

today worked from 12-6.
woke up too early lers.
then reached there early.
before break,wilman told me something which make me totally no mood lars.
he called me; " andrea,i got something to tell you,erms,maybe we will be sacking people.
as dkj is closing,so the full-timers will be transfering to here.. BUT.!!, we have plans for you. we mean other jobs."
i was like so.?
*wondering if our this "family" have to seperate,so what is the point of even have the new plan(s).?
i don't want the "family" to seperate,that's all.!
so,the end and the conclusion is,i going to jobless.~
fine.~ i still got another place to go.
just that will be very se bu de with WHISK.
OMG OMG.!